Hello, love of my life!
We just finished the tournament and I've come back to the office for
a while so I could listen to your voice message a few more times! I love
it and can't wait to see you or talk with you when you get back. You say
"I love you" with such feeling; it warms my heart and helps me to know
what a lucky guy I am to have you care for me the way you do. Keep your
spirits high and don't let anything bring you down, because you know that
regardless of what others may thing or say, you have a special person who
knows how wonderful you really are. Nothing can keep us apart. I know that
our angles are doing their part to help us grow toward one another. All
we have to do is to continue being ourselves and do our part to allow our
time to ripen. Wouldn't it be amazing if August were to turn out to be
the month where changes take place in such a way that I can go with you
to visit your parents... that is, if you would want me to go with you.
I guess I'm assuming too much. But you know I would love to visit your
country with you one day. I am patient, even if it doesn't look that way
some times. I guess there are some things that I get so excited about that
I can hardly wait for. Some things are so important, that to wait only
means that I must assume that their will always be a tomorrow. I've heard
it said that tomorrow never comes. I really do my best to live in the moment
and not think too much about the future, but in our case, it's very hard
sometimes. Speaking of hard; I was driving to class Thursday and began
thinking about you and the conversations we have been having about all
the changes that are beginning to take place and I could see us together
so vividly that I became hard driving down the road. It really caught me
off guard, but a hugh smile came across my face and I knew that I should
just enjoy the moment! You are so good for me and I can't imagine being
without you.
Oh yes, the tournament. My team won FIRST place!
My back is a little sore. It was so cold and windy. I wore shorts and
a short-sleeved shirt and about froze! I played quite well. I did sleep
weel last night, but woke up at 6:45, just in time to think about you leaving
your house for the airport. I sent you some good loving energy and feel
back to sleep for a little while and woke back up at 8:15. I was smiling,
knowing that you were on the plane and thinking about how much you wish
you were with me!
I guess I've caught you up on what been happening here. I'll do my best
to send more to you later. Oh, BTW, I carried your photo with me today
in my shirt pocket and took it out so I could see you while I was playing
golf. Your smile always warms me up. And I really needed it today. I'll
check my messages Sunday to see if there's any way to see you. I miss you.
Come home soon. I want to taste your soft, warm lips, feel your comforting
arms, smell the aroma of your body, see the stars in your eyes and hear
your soothing voice whispering in my ear.
I am in love with an Angle. She is my Angel and she protects me from
all that is harmful. Fly back to my loving arms so I can give you shelter
also. I am yours...
Always,
Ton Ange
Je deviens folle
Je Veux Tout
Quand tu veux
Comme tu veux
Mea Culpa